The Liminal | a reconstructing narrative

This is a fluid post, it is unfinished thus unhinged. Any of its distribution is an allegorical alliteration; but of what? It is private yet exposed. It playfully alludes to be looking into itself; lusus est.

It is a positive feedback loop of self-amplifying ego-eroticism.  It is  a stream of consciousness, in-between sense and non-sense. I have the intentionally random to thank for it. This writing, this post, is for the moment, intentionally, at the threshold of the understandable.

On this page I will poetically muse about the “in-between“. In other locations I touch on the “in-between” as well.  Here I will play with the in-between, in-between graphic and textual narration.  I will move in-between graphemes, glyphs and graphics.

The in-between is a space; always. It is neither positive nor negative space; always. It is and it isn’t the one nor the other; always. It sounds totalitarian yet, it is only becoming (nothing). It is prototypical, neither here nor there. Though the here nor the there can exist without it. It is metaphysical yet pragmatically utilitarian.

It is the door way, the limen, the sill.

It comes in, stays out, comes out, stays in:

 

 

 

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It is the cultural clash and gateway. It is the belonging just not yet. It is leisurely timely in tension with the imposing. It liberates with a goodbye under-toned with fear, dismissal or with the imagination of acceptance while being away.

The in-between is not nothing and yet it is (not)

 

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this little person is not looking at the sky, it’s metaphysically standing in-between the soil and the ether. It’s not a person it’s a defamiliarlized red haring, painted black. Its name is MacGuffin.

non-sense, pure unadulterated sensible non-sense as an in-between space between the real, the imagined, the surreal, the past and the future; neither now nor here.

This non-spatial space, as an interstate between what is understood [home] and what is to become [xeno] must be vehemently opposed and attacked by those who:

stick to it,

stand their ground

and define,

unequivocally claimed the territory;

unwavering, purely are here:

signed, demarcated, and walled-off.


update:

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ART BLENDING & TRANSMEDIATED NARRATIVES

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“… In Asian painting (i.e. Chinese, Japanese, etc.) you might know this as what, at least the Japanese define as Ma (間); it is a term I found in Japanese (art) but I imagine it must also exist as a Chinese concept (i.e. see Lao Zi).

It is that what takes place in the consciousness of someone who experiences negative and positive spaces. I take this as a transitional mechanism towards what I define as ‘conscious space’.

We glide from positive space into negative space into conscious space; we have the opportunity to end up mixing them together into a complex yet knowledge-gathering experience.

The Chinese philosopher Lao zi wrote extensively on the concept of ‘Ma’. Here is one of his writings that is applicable:

 

Thirty spokes meet in the hub,

but the empty space between them

is the essence of the wheel.

Pots are formed from clay,

but the empty space between it

is the essence of the pot.

Walls with windows and doors form the house,

but the empty space within it

is the essence of the house.

…”

UPDATE:

recently a dear friend shared some interesting resource on MA

Quotes That Attracted My Attention.

 

Quotes That Attracted My Attention is not a list. Attention is not only attracted in a sequential manner, nor in a manner that is polarizing. At least this is not consciously done; not in that they are liked versus those that are not liked and not pasted or commented on here. It is not that one story narrative. So, it is possible as this posting grows over time that some content of some quotes seemingly contradicts. They might form the seeds for an imaginary forest to be grown. Who knows. That would be lovely.

 

“… it is data as therapy.” — Rosling, Hans

 

Hans Rosling’s work, continued by his children, will continue to feel as being globally essential. I have been intellectually enthralled with his work for years. It is liberating and truly unveiling and enlightening. He shows us without any doubt that we are each ignorant yet we each have the tools available to change this state. I like that, at least as a sentiment and secondly as something I want to work towards.

Visit the website. Take the test; it’s confrontational yet fun. Browse Dollar Street. Read his book entitled Factfulness. Check out visabi.

 
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“Anything that is in the world when you’re born is natural. Anything that’s invented between when you’re 15 and 35 is exciting. And anything invented after you’re 35 is against the natural order of things” — Douglas Adams

 

Supposedly, according to a posting of one of my LinkedIn contacts, the author of The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy birthed this statement. I have yet to corroborate it. Either way, in and of itself it attracted my attention.

It made me imagine what is natural, invented and against the natural order of things. It reminds me of a book by Foucault. More so, what do these terms even mean, experientially?

Or rather, if I were to use them, how would they affect (the well-being of) others and myself? Also, these, to me, do not simply seem to be segregated by three age groups. Maybe this could be a stand-alone blog posting one day. Surely, why should I be taking it all seriously, out of fear of nihilism or the mundane? Then again, if not this then what, if not now then when, if not me then who?

Still, the statement makes me smile; if only because the association with the story of, and the characters in, The Guide do. Now, “42” pops up in my mind.

 

mutual exclusivity: coffee or tea; cat or dog; blue or pink; the Blues or Baroque; coffee or Baroque?

 

…one must not think ill of the paradox, for the paradox is the passion of thought… — Kierkegaard

 

I am thinking, and firstly learning about, ‘mutual exclusivity’. It’s interesting to me. Here is some of my thinking that this learning process activated. Please note, there is some winking in my  wondering (hence, the title as it is).

I understand that ‘mutual exclusivity’ is a concept from mathematics, from statistics and more specifically from the study of probability.  I presently understand it as a mechanism where events that are mutual exclusive, are events that cannot happen at the same time.

Would I then be mistaken to continue thinking that these events are not possible to be combined and that therefor these events can not occupy the same space and time?

Yes, in my ignorance, questions pop up. I’m still learning about ‘mutual exclusivity’’s deeper meaning and about how to perform computations associated with it. So, my mind begins to wonder.

What if the fact that events cannot happen at the same time, are not happening at the same time, because of the manner with which we look at the events to begin with, rather than because of some intrinsic attribute of the events that are believed not to be possible (or that are considered to be irrational) to occur at the same time? OK, that’s a mouth full. What I think I am asking is:

  1. if there is a cup of coffee (‘A’) and there is a cup of tea (‘B’);
  2. if there is a group of humans that is asked by an other individual (yet not asked in person but rather by means of a questionnaire): “which do you prefer, ‘A’ or ‘B’?
  3. if this questionnaire allows for only 3 answers: ‘coffee’, or ‘tea’ or ‘no preference’…

…is then a ‘mutual exclusivity’ not simply imposed, by the design of the questionnaire and this by ignoring dynamic attributes?

Concretely this seems, for the moment, to mean to me that the asked human(s) must express one and only one preference, or must express not to have any preference. I guess that some (to me) unknown amount of individuals might be clear on how to answer this. Though, would all and every individual have such a fixed clarity?

The answer of “no preference” could in turn be interpreted by the person indirectly asking about the preference (and who is only looking at the answers in a data set organized in a table, combined with the output from other individuals who were asked the same question) as: “…so, x, y and z individuals can be offered a random choice of these two offered drinks;” or as: “I would offer nothing at all to this individual, or that individual, claiming to have no preference possibly because they like neither coffee nor tea“.

Now, what if the individual presented with the obligation of choice is polyamorous about her or his relationship with both coffee and tea; then surely, “no preference” would be a betrayal as much as only choosing “tea” over “coffee” or vice versa; no?

So, it feels to me that the resulting data set seems to create ambiguity in the reader of the data set (I being one such yet-unclear reader). What could be the usefulness of such data set, I wonder. I truly wonder and do not yet judge. I also laugh, indeed, equally so, what is the use of all this writing here? The answer to that could be someone else’s blog post…

In support of such blog-post: someone, whom I care about (measurably more than tea or coffee), recently claimed that those who speak too much (this can be substituted with “write”) probably like espresso rather than an average cup of coffee.

Indeed, this unveils yet another issue with the questionnaire: what kind of coffee (or tea)? This is then compounded by a dilemma when the individual begins realizing how one could be judged by others if choosing one kind over another. Therefor, instead, the individual might be tempted choosing, perhaps falsely, one of the many types of tea categorized under the choice “tea” (…not to mention, the problem with “tea” and all those non-tea-based “teas” which, might be generally better labelled as infuses…). This, I sense, could thus lead to biased data and a false sense of mutual exclusivity.

Is then this ‘mutual exclusivity’ possibly a construct (sure, I assume not at all times), out of some (lazy) convenience? Does it serve a model rather than serve the complexity of (human) experience / of the realities of complex dynamic systems?

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Perhaps, less social or psychologically-motivated: does such exclusivity ignore going  beyond some possibilities outside of Newtonian physics or outside of binary logic?

…Or is the “construct” not that of ‘mutual exclusivity’ alone but also, or rather, that of an educator aiming to simplify the introductory teaching of ‘mutual exclusivity’? Do we, as learners, first have to unquestioningly submit and accept such over-simplifications to become enabled to understand the basics? Surely, I agree, I do need it… While the risk does exist that over time, and across learning as a habituation process, someone could forget one’s love for the other choice.

Nevertheless, it would be nice to be hinted, that exciting complexities need to be considered towards future learning, which could be leading to possible paradoxes, dissonances or fuzzinesses. It’s OK, the evaluator of the data will survive; it’s only coffee or is it tea?

This forecasting of future learning  would map out a learning path to me which I could look forward to while at the presently bland stage of looking at a simple (and perhaps somewhat acceptably flawed) data set towards learning about ‘mutual exclusivity’. Easily solved: I’m now hinting this to myself.

I imagine such intuitively felt potential complexity is implied in questions that bubble up in my thinking and this as a side-effect of my process of learning.  To continue, for the brave reader, here is another one:

What if the preference (i.e. ‘coffee’, tea’, ‘no preference’) is defined or influenced by an external factor (or a set of factors)?

For instance, one could assume the existence of a third influencing item, catalyzing or weighing the choice into a certain direction. Note, ironically, this assumption of there only being a third and not a fourth, etc., feels as a reduction as well to me, and one that could almost equally influence the questioned output (i.e. a data set of three possible answers collected from a set of individuals and organized in a table).

Anyway, such external influence does not yet feel too far-fetched to be a possibility. I feel it is more realistic than a choice created as being a static attribute (i.e. a clearly definable choice, at all times, in all environments, with or without any additional actors; e.g. “I am a coffee drinker; period.“). I think such external influencing attributes seem to feel to be more common than a clear inherent preference to the individual being asked as implied in the basic introduction of ‘mutual exclusivity’?

For instance, coffee is preferred over tea depending on the time of day. Tea is preferred depending on other people with whom the individual, who is asked about the preference, is meeting with.

Imagine then, in addition, if those people would be met at the time of day that would make the individual prefer coffee, this imaginary  individual here would still choose tea since the individual, at that time and in that space, who would otherwise decide for a preference of coffee versus tea, has now decided this as being  less weighted than her/his social interaction and experience of bonding as symbolized by the ritual of the tea drinking with others, who prefer tea (or so the individual assumes).

So, under these external attributes, the individual chooses to drink tea whereas otherwise, when no one else is there at that time, the individual would choose coffee. Unless, there is an article in her/his favorite newspaper questioning the health benefits of the one over the other.

At that same moment, yet on another day, the individual, as a biological system, simply is not thirsty. Then “preference” of any kind becomes temporarily irrelevant. If at that moment the individual were to answer to the inquiry, she/he would (have to) then dismiss this possibility of their reality as non-existent in the model.

Or, surely, such situation does not have to result in a one-time outlier on a scatter diagram. Contrary, as in a diplomatic ping-pong match of thinking where no one thought has to win, it might equally result in an outlier on such scatter diagram; if the individual were a consistent creature of unwavering habit and ritual. Mmmmmm,  come to think of it, could one actually plot this triangulation of choice onto a scatter diagram? I need to check this.

“Not thirsty” as a preference option is non existent in the given questionnaire.  By the way, as suggested previously, this is different from not having a preference, from liking either equally as much, and different from not liking coffee nor tea. Though, the individual does not realize that with sufficient explicit and subliminal messaging he or she will believe to be thirsty after all for that or the other beverage.

No, such playful consideration of complexity is not nihilism nor defeatism. I will return in vigor to my learning of these basics and that during and following this writing.

Options, options, options of recombinable outcomes that are being less-then-mutually exclusive,  if seen over time and space and thus in changing contexts.  Perhaps, I am trying too much to make a model as a 1:1 representation of the complexities of reality?

At least, I suppose that in some of the above scenarios, the data collected is hence dramatically influenced not by the preference of the individual as if a static fact (i.e. “it’s just a preference“). Rather, it is defined by other attributes that temporarily weigh in more. This statement too seems to be an abstraction of sorts and therefor could lead to a (useful) reductionist model. Nevertheless, it feels as less dismissive of experiential complexities and it feels as more sensible towards deviations, away from the idea of fixed preferences (over time and space), as the one I was presented with at first.

If my thinking is flawed, where is it flawed? (besides an obvious and dismissive and debasing: “you’re making it all too complex; who gives a ****, dude!“)

Gosh, indeed, suddenly ‘mutual exclusivity’ becomes excitingly complex and granted, who cares? Well,  …I do   :-p

How would one go about calculating such externally influencing factors? How do statistics that do not consider such externals actually provide sufficiently accurate information for interpretation? So much still to learn…

With this writing, I have just further carved out my passion and vigor to continue learning about this ‘mutual exclusivity’.  It’s rejuvenating to realize I know so little and could still explore so much.

I mean, I’m really just starting and the application of the “general multiplication rule” versus the “addition rule” alone is already intriguingly startling. That’s perhaps for another post.

For the moment I will continue my very basic study, accepting the choices between “cat or dog” and “coffee versus tea”.